Man, so my summer's been a rollercoaster so far. I don't even know where to start. First of all, back in June, Xab moved out of his mom's house and into my apartment which set off a whole lot of problems of me lieing to a bunch of people regarding his whereabouts and who's paying rent and who's living there and not paying rent. Long story, don't feel like getting into it. Point of story; he's here.

It's not so bad. I thought we'd break up or something bad would happen between the two of us but things are pretty much the same. We're both working now and I go to school so we don't see each other that much.

Working sucks. I learned that you have to become another person because it's all... do this, do that... no questions asked. I mean, it's taught me a lot about the shitty real world and I'm making money but it just got me more freaked out about the future and how I better find something I like doing before I get a 9 to 5 and hate all hours between after I graduate. I dunno though. I even work in a sector related to my psych major and realized that I'm not excited by it that much. I seriously don't care that much and it's scaring me. I don't even know what exactly I like. Ahh, and my family is liked pick something you like but hurry and finish colllege, which is really hard because I only have to years left to find another major and change which I'm not doing because I'd rather just get the hell out. Who knows, people usually don't get jobs relating to their major anyway. but it still worries me that I have no idea what I'm doing. I only have plans up to next year which is pretty much go to school and make money so I can go abroad to Spain. But after spain who knows what I'm going to be doing. Maybe I'll just stay there. That'll be fun.

Xab's bike was stolen. I saw some kids using it a few days ago so I yelled at them. They were terrified of me and gave it back. The scary part was that they called me "ma'am." I'm not that old.

Xab turned twenty yesterday. I'll be next in about two weeks. I told that I think its sexy that he's a year older than me. Too bad it only lasts two weeks. Haha.